Kingdom Come

This talk is called Kingdom Come, which for me evokes this quality of what is the kingdom. And for me, working with the medicines, and particularly 5-MeO-DMT, has revealed the kingdom within, whether you judge that to be Buddha nature, Christ consciousness, zero point source consciousness. The kingdom does lie within, underneath the egoic mind.

And so part of this, I think, is also catalyzed for me after years of being in this community and doing this work and wondering where is it all going–where is the culmination or where is some type of critical mass or some type of movement, which has happened previously with psychedelic cultures.

But for me 5-MeO-DMT – which is the main focus of my talk today –is is a unique compound as we know. It's something that is believed to be produced in the human organism. Tryptamines in general are all through nature in the plant kingdom, the animal kingdom in mammals, and in us.

Now, we know that it's been challenging to do live tests on humans with 5-MeO. They have done studies with rats and looked at melatonin being produced in the pineal gland, which has been confirmed. And we would suspect that melatonin is produced in humans in the pineal gland in darkness.

We still don't really know where 5-MeO is produced. I know for many years, the Rick Strassman's and the previous tryptamine studies and commentators would say that maybe tryptamines are produced in the lungs, the cerebrospinal fluid, things like that. But they don't really know. I know that some conjecture within the facilitator community posits that melatonin itself in the darkness in the pineal gland may be the catalyzer or methylates into 5-MeO itself, which is one of the things we see in the potential for reactivations with clients. So this is all to say that 5-MeO for me has a unique place within the medicine community.

Once many years ago, a friend of mine described 5-MeO-DMT as like the star or the light at the top of the tree, the Christmas tree or the tree of life and all the other entheogens are like baubles or nodes on that larger anchoring point.

But 5-MeO holds a special place. Now we also see this with what we just mentioned with "reactivations," that there seems to be a potential for bleed-through on other psychedelics that lower the default mode network and allow the egoic consciousness to traverse into realms seen and unseen.

But it's not uncommon that 5MeO does reactivate on other substances, also with breathwork, also with meditation. It seems to be that this kingdom that the 5-MeO can reveal does indeed live within us and just needs the entrainment to reveal self.

5-MeO has been around for many decades now, and in the last 10 years or so, it is significantly accelerated within the global medicine community, both with Jaguar, the synthetic 5-MeO from lab-based sources, and also from the Bufo Alvarius Toad, which has made a huge splash in the shamanic community and now the medical community. The awareness of 5MeO is really out in the mainstream.

We don't know how many people have consumed or participated in ceremony or a therapeutic session or partaken of 5-MeO, but I would hazard a guess from, you know, feeling into facilitator networks and the general reach of things, it's definitely in the hundreds of thousands, maybe even in the millions in the last 10 years or so.

So for me, as I said, 5-MeO holds this special place in that the sacrament is simply the catalyst to reveal the divine within, as it is with all the other substances, but the other substances we don't have within us. So 5-MeO, of course, has been, you know, famously nicknamed the 'God molecule.' I think that was Martin Ball who nicknamed it that, because it seems to reliably catalyze what we could call the classic mystical experience, a sense of oneness or transcendence, the ego dissolving, et cetera, et cetera.

We get these brief flashes of something bigger, of something more, but there's a give and take where the ego itself has to reduce or let go for that other domain or that other realm that lies within us to come to the surface.

So there's a bit of a trade-off, but I still believe overarchingly that psychedelic culture in general has absorbed and accepted 5-MeO, but it sees it as just another substance or another tool, when in fact, this is something that is already within us and is waiting for that trigger point.

So along with some other facilitators, I formed a meditation, low-dose 5-MeO program called Bridging Heaven (www.bridgingheaven.com ) a few years ago, looking at the Vedic path and how we can entrain the mind to lower, especially once we've had what we call a full release activation on this medicine.

It seems to me, and I stumbled across over the years, a lot of similarities and a lot of overlap between the Vedic path and their maps of consciousness, their mind maps, which ultimately culminate in these Samadhi states, these unity states of onness, but also have very intricate learnings and teachings and commentary on the qualities of consciousness all along the way.

This is true even on the deeper bedrock of consciousness with the samskaras and the imprints and the things which may shape or hold us back from releasing or letting go or things that persist even if we've had a full release remain as we come back.

So these Vedic maps have been very profound and have led me to look at the similarities between the externally catalyzed 5-MeO experience and what the internal experience can can garner with meditation and breathwork and different modalities.

So in general on the Vedic path, we could say they call the mind satva or the ocean and they believe that we live on the surface of that ocean with these rippling waves, the vrittis, which are like endlessly generated thought of the ego mind. And if we leave behind the surface egoic thoughts, we get to come more into the fullness of our being into that witnessing consciousness, which is the real deeper us.

So it feels to me the ego is like a program running on our operating system, but we are the operating system. And the favorite quote I have for this is from the poet Rumi, who says, "you are not the drop, you are the ocean in the drop."

And we see this when we're first born, you see them little children, it's like their brains are flooded with tryptamines when babies are first born for at least the first six months or so. And they're in this unity state of oneness where there's no separation between them and whatever they're observing.

But as the ego forms, they come into this point and they leave behind that unity and they come into this groove of consciousness, which we then spend most of our lives trying to get out of again, ironically. So these little parameters and these little learnings have led me to really respect the medicine and what's behind the medicine.

Because as I say to people, 5-MeO just lowers the gate. What the neuroscience has shown is that it may be working on the default mode network, there's still that, but essentially there's electrical activity in the frontal and parietal lobes of the brain where they believe the sense of "I" is generated – and that is exactly the area which 5-MeO targets.

And it invites the electrical activity there to lower for about 15 minutes in the same way that meditation does. There's been quite a seminal study that was done on monks meditating.

They used EEG machines to register their brainwave activity. And they compared it to some EEG studies done with people on 5-MeO. And the results were identical. Essentially, the mind is going from an active electrical state of beta or alpha into a gamma state, which is a hyper-coherent state where all of the brain, all the mind, all the connecting points and ports connecting to the broadcast signal, you know?

And so there's this hyper-coherence and this deepening of our understanding of who and what we really are and what we're connected to.

And this is, you know, the classic 5-MeO experience, but what it leads me to believe is that 5MeO is just one trigger or catalyst to get to this same place. And this same place has its own intelligence. It has its own beingness.

So we start to have to get into cosmology in describing what is that space that is revealed. So in the Vedas, they might say deep in that ocean of mind in satva, you can reach atman or your true nature. You know, these are just labels. But the point is, there are cultures which have gone there before and have recognized and who have embodied these energetic states of being. https://rakrazam.com/audio/the-flowering-soul/

So, you know, where we find ourselves in the world today is very different from ancient times, but in many ways we're the same organism. We're probably more highly stressed. We're more highly distributed as consciousnesses in the last few decades as technology has really entrained us to be what I call a distributed consciousness. It's like we're no longer in this linear consciousness going from A to B and maybe meeting 10 people in our day. We're bombarded with so much information that is all taking our attention.

And in some senses it can be empowering, but it's fragmenting this linear consciousness to be able to multitask, you know, with multiple information streams, multiple engagements, multiple relationships that we're juggling all at the same time. So not only is there an exhaustion from that, there's really, I believe that there's an effect on consciousness.

I mean, technology entrains us as much as we think we're in training or creating the technology itself. So when we look at the [psychedelic] medicines as tools or technologies, we've got to look at where they're entraining us as well.

So coming back to where I was coming at the start full circle with this, there's tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands, who knows? In medicine work, you know, tens of millions of people have had medicines. With 5-MeO itself, it seems that it could be, let's say, in the millions, who knows.

But the point is, I believe there's something special in the 5-MeO "full release" activation. So in some of my gleanings from the Vedic paths and their commentaries on their holy books, they describe these different states of mind. And one of the commentaries to the Upanishads, I had an early 20th century commentary by an English scholar. And there's some fascinating stuff where they describe this idea of the seed of God or the seed of the divine within each person.

And it almost is like the Rumi quote – "you are not the drop, you are the ocean in the drop." The idea of a soul or the idea of this spark of life or something that we are more than the physical form that we are connected to.

And it seems to me that that spark is what is inflamed into a fire that consumes everything in our consciousness when all the gates drop on 5-MeO DMT.

So in the sense of all the people that have had a full activation, and we know that there's a lot to let go of. There's different levels of immersion into the unity field that 5-MeO can assist in revealing, but it is a dance between the participant and their ego state, their trauma body, their ability to let go, their ability to surrender, and the divine intelligence itself.

It's really, in its fullness, something that people need to claim. They need to claim that kingdom and their divinity within that kingdom. And so what I wonder is, and going back to the Uphanashad's idea, is that there's this seed within us, which I believe is germinated in a full-release 5-MeO experience. It's a little bit like when, you know, forest fires go through and they burn off the top sort of foliage and trees here and there, but sometimes there's certain seeds which can only germinate from intense heat.

And so the 5-MeO experience, to bridge this metaphor, is an intensity of experience which sometimes woos us to let go. Sometimes it shatters us to let go. But in the letting go, we open up and we release a lot of layers, a lot of built-up baggage, a lot of energetic imprints that allow us to be more of ourselves.

But what we often don't notice, because in most instances, I believe…

It's just that we come back to our ego minds and then we go out into the world and we tell people about our 5-MeO session.

But unless we have a practice, we may not feel that anymore. So, you know, meditators find they can go easier and deeper back into the 5-MeO state. I get calls from people quite frequently saying they've done Wim Hof ice bath or particularly the breath work, fire breath, anything that's raising the vibration and they go back into a full release state. All of this leads me to believe that this connection to the divine is built in.

And once we've had the full release, it's then more a relationship that maybe you don't look back and maybe you don't notice that it's there. But if you do, if you nurture it, then you can, you can remain in connection with this space in a more tangible way.

And this is what we found at the Bridging Heaven program – we were working with meditators who already have an existing practice and with very low-dose 5MeO to just edge that practice and to extend it and to sort of build the muscle of their own ability to go deeper and to work on releasing the samskaras and the inference of the ego. And we've been having really incredible results from that. I mean, all of this leads me to believe that this geography, or as Hal Lucius of the Temple of Awakening Divinity says: a theography, a divine geography that lies within us.

If you think of all the people that you've ever worked with, what are we all doing? Where are we? Some facilitators have mailing lists. They might have networks. The pilot light is still on within us. I've always said if we got a group of toadsters together that have all had 5-MeO and we did a breathwork session together, I highly suspect we would all reactivate together.

Because something happens and I've seen it within the group work as well. I'd like to say that we're all like petals on the one heavenly flower and the root system, which is opening in every individual, is the same divine source consciousness space.

It's not your Source consciousness and my Source consciousness. It's the ocean. It's in everyone. And we're like waves cresting from it in the extension of the individuality.

But it's the same space. So what I've seen and what you see on other medicines too, I've seen this very dynamically on ayahuasca is that in that entrainment of the collective field when we're in the medicine space, sometimes there's no separation, but there's also no understanding or sense of individuality. So someone might purge for someone else. Someone might have an intuition or energy come through.

And this is esoteric and this is just words. So it's something you have to put into practice and experiment with. And 5-MeO is still new. It's really come in to the shamanic medicine world in some senses on the coat tails of ayahuasca.

And what I mean by that is ayahuasca came out in the last generation or two into the West and it established a system of ceremony. It established an idea of set and setting of doing it in a way collectively as a group. And it wasn't just that the medicine came out to the West. It was the idea of the sacred container for the work. So I do know that, you know, there are therapeutic models for 5-MeO and for other medicines as well.

The therapeutic model rarely understands the group dynamic, they may focus more one-on-one sessions with a therapist. And even within that, it's framed in a good set-and-setting and it matches more the American model, which is really inherited from the 1960s and the Tim Leary, Ralph Metzner, you know, the idea of the therapist, the one-on-one, and the objectivity. But my favorite really has been over the years working with groups and working with collectives.

So to break down those terms, samadhi in the Vedic language is probably many, many different interpretations, but essentially it's like a single point of meditative focus where there is no separation between you and it, and you are it, and that Source consciousness is revealed in you.

And there are even levels to the Samadhi states. There's Nirvakulpa Samadhi, which is roughly no mind. And we see this in the 5-MeO where there's a threshold. If people start serving at what we call the handshake round, which is a smaller amount of a strong medicine, the idea with that is maybe to take them into that ocean within, into the shallows.

And I say to people, even if you're just into the shallows of the oceanic oneness, you're still in it, and you're still connected to it. And You can go as deep as you allow yourself to go. But from within that, the mind can still be present.

There's a relaxing of the mind, but in the lower edges of Samadhi states, the mind can still be present to not necessarily think about the shopping list or ideate excessively, but to be aware of what it's in, what's happening to it, and to be a participant with it. Of course, the deeper in you go with 5-MeO, the more the mind being invited to let go.

There can sometimes be a disappointment to the ego where they go, well, I don't remember. So what happened there? It's like, energetically, you've had the most, you know, holy experience, but the mind, the ego mind couldn't hold it. So there's gradations or levels to the ability of the mind to let go. And conversely, for the ability for Source to fill the being in its fullness.

So within that, yeah, the Samadhi Mesh Network, the idea with mesh networks is, in technological terms, it's like an internet connection, but the idea with mesh networks is the more people that join the network, the stronger the broadcast signal of the network goes.

So versus like the backbone of the technological internet, and there's different worldwide webs on the internet, but the internet's like the hardware and the structure, which is now spanning the world with its telecommunication hardware.

And then we have like examples in smaller communities or corporate structures of intranets, which are like an internet, but it's just a closed system with the participants within that.

And so the interesting thing, though, is as the mesh networks have a certain signal radius, the more people that join them, the stronger the signal is broadcast.

So I really believe there's something in this. I mean, again, the technologies of the physical technologies and the spiritual technologies are all still technologies and do sort of run on similar programming or similar capabilities or possibilities.

Now, I've seen this in ayahuasca and in the ayahuasca traditions. When I first went down to Peru in around 2006, and I was doing a lot of interviews with Curanderos, the medicine men and women down there.

And, you know, they've been evolving to cater to the Western travelers and seekers. And it's a business. It's a business of spirituality and they've evolved the lodge system and they may do privates, whatever, but they also work with the medicine themselves. And so what evolved, at least in the Peruvian ayahuasco traditions, is that curanderos who are on a strict dieta for days leading up to ceremony and after ceremony, they need a little bit within a one-week bandwidth to be human again.

But they would often do ceremonies in the same night. It would be like a Tuesday and maybe a Friday night or a Saturday night. And all around Peru, the Curanderos would drink on the same night. And in their medicine, you know, they believe in their indigenous cosmo vision that they basically enter an astral realm and there's entities and ancestors and beings and allies.

And I don't not believe that either. I mean, I've been deep in Amazonian shamanism for many decades now, for two decades now. But anyway, the idea is they have found that when they drink ayahuasca at the same time together, they can feel each other in the field. And it gets stronger. So the ability of ayahuasca as an energy or a frequency is stronger when more people are drinking it at the same time.

And again, this is anecdotal, but there's a little nuances which have added up to a pattern or a possibility that I see happening. So I wonder if this is applicable with 5-MeO-DMT as well.

So we know that everyone is doing their individual ceremonies and sessions. And there's an organic unfolding to that. Sometimes when we work in retreat scenarios or we work with groups –many years ago I used to, when I was first coming back in with Toad Medicine, I had an organization called the Terra Incognita Project. We were a not-for-profit and we were doing a lot of neuroscience research with 5-MeO-DMT and then we segued into conservation with the toads and then everything sort of petered out.

But in general, there was this experimentation in countries where it's legal with 5-MeO-DMT with the group collectives. And we used to call it a SHIP, that we would build a ship. And the idea came from my dear friend, the Tea Faerie, who herself got it from a book called The Void Captain's Tale, which was written about 1983 by Norman Spinrad, a quite a famous sci-fi author. And the Tea Faeriewent all the way to New York City sometime, let's say, a decade or so ago, to track him down to ask him one question.

He opened the door, Norman Spinrad. He's in his 80s now or something, right? And she's like, hi, I'm the Tea faerie. I loved your book. Did you take 5-MeO-DMT? Because this book is such a five-meo-and he goes, yes. He did. So the Void Captain's Tale is this sci-fi story set in the future. But the idea of it is, they go to this jump-through hyperspace with this technology that those who have gone before have left behind.

And they have a captain and they have a pilot. And the pilot is always a woman and it's basically a witchy sort of woman archetype. And basically the technology sends the woman into full platform orgasm or a non-dual state.

And she's wired up into the ship's circuitry. And then the captain steers the ship through the void, through the white void, which is pregnant with everything. It's very analogous to 5-MeO.

Norman Spinrad has these whole extra layers about the samsara within the ship. It's like a Kubla Khan, Pleasuredome, et cetera, et cetera. But the idea that a ship can jump through the void or that collectively it takes more than one person started to evolve in our discussions.

So back around 2015 or so, we had a collective of individuals who would experiment with this in coming together into a Gestalt, into a union of individuals who were making a base station or a solidity to the physicality as we all went into the medicine together.

And the results were pretty incredible and pretty varied here and there, but collectively we could say that what we were attempting to do in the Gestalt was create the perfect shape or the perfect energetic template.

So often with this work, the majority of this work is with clients. And clients bring their traumas, bring their stories, bring their egos. There hasn't been a lot of journey work or exploratory work of people that don't need the healing, but are working with the realms. And so we were attempting to do that and to see if we could form the perfect gestalt.

And the idea of the ship and the metaphor came down to maybe there's a hull. And someone is like the captain steering it. Someone's the pilot, you know, in full release. And the idea was, could we stagger even the medicines? So the pilot's in full release. Maybe everyone else is in medium release, right so everyone's in the space together.

But everyone has a different capability within that space. Now generally we say with 5-MeO that this is an ego dissolving substance and psychedelics in general are called ego dissolving substances. In my experience 5-MeO is the only one which really lives up to that name ego dissolving – and not ego death either, I really don't like the term' ego death' because it doesn't die and I don't think it can die because if you've crossed over and been to that other side, the individual drop is just ocean and then it comes back to the drop again, right, whether in this body or the next body the next time.

So in attempting to build a ship, it was a little bit of a balance of the ego and of intention, because usually with this medicine, as we hold an intention, it goes with the mind. But I like to say that intentions can be great for bookends as you're going in and as you're coming out, to program the mind with an intention, which can really powerfully affect the journey.

Also, what I've found is that working with multiple people in a group Gestalt formation gets beyond the individual ego. There is a collective entity which is formed, which I believe Hal Lucius likes to call an "egregore". These are magical terms, you know, and for me, magical terms, psychological terms, therapeutic terms, they're all just labels to describe consciousness.

An egregor is almost like, you know, when you say you're in a relationship, like, Branjalina, Brad Pitt and Angelina Jolie became branjalina, like two people become a third entity and it's the sum of the past. It's the same in a Gestalt and it's the same in a medicine Gestalt. So we were attempting to have a captain and a pilot, maybe two wings and a prow, but everyone had a different capability. And the idea was going in collectively with the ship meant that we were more than the sum of the parts.

And someone, and it usually was the Tea Faerie, held an intention. She was like the statue on the prow of the old ships, you know, going into the experience. Tea Faerie has a lot of experience with Five-MeO, a lot of experience with journey work with 5-MeO. And she's written for Erowids, the psychedelic website, the grandfather of psychedelic websites about this. You can find a lot of her essays on "Tea Time" on the Erowid site www.erowid.org

She's done an essay on manifestation as well. But the idea is you can go deep into Source consciousness with an intention and then basically let go of the intention and then come back down into a universe where your intention has manifested.

It's, again, it's magic 101. A lot of it is involved with sigil magic and reducing your intention to a string of letters or a sigil, which you hold and then fire at a point of gnosis.

But the point is, in 5MeO space, it's juicy, right? It's Like it's such an empowered state. It's the ultimate prime fundamental frequency, and you can seed into it. And of course, you have to be very careful, okay? And it has to really, I feel, come from a heart space, not the ego space. So the intention needs to be refined and needs to be really integral.

But that also helps within the group dynamic because it's not just you hoping for it or putting it out from your ego. If the group can hold an intention, it can become purified in a sense that someone's intention it gets amplified.

And again, in that configuration and coming together as a group, I believe there is that potential for amplification. So all of these are sort of like streams and fragments of experiences with collectives and with 5-MeO over the last few years, which have really led me to believe there's more that we can do and there's more that we can explore, okay?

And so what I would like to say at this point is that the medicine community and all communities are going through very interesting times as the ancient Chinese proverb says: may you live in interesting times. It was cursed, right? So these aren't the normal times. And it's challenging to talk about what I need to talk about because we've been polarized, you know, in the mainstream. We've been cancelled. We've been shamed. We're not allowed to really speak our truth anymore if it goes against whatever the official agenda of the day is.

And we see this in the wider community and we see this in the medicine community. So it's very difficult to talk about things that really matter because there are agendas at play and it seems to be that the collective global community is being groomed and negotiated towards an outcome.

And I believe that this has always been the case. I believe that civilization as we know it has always been a hierarchy right from the start and someone has always owned it, right? And maybe it's just more obvious now with communication technology and all the resources available.

But essentially, we have a planetary emergency, I believe, which we are living through right now. So let me backtrack a bit. Back in 2020, when I was living in the States, I got uprooted by the COVID pandemic and all of the cultural, socio-economic, you know, blowback and all of the dramas which happened around that.

So I'm not going to get into the specifics about COVID, but let's just say that it was a traumatic time. And so I went back to Australia and I went down to 100 days of lockdown in Melbourne in late 2020. I did three lockdowns. But there was a lot of time to go in. And there's a lot of time to think of what I wanted to do. And I came back to my media work and I came back to writing and I came back to looking at the world.

And I was like, what message do I want to share or what's important at this time? You know, it's like we are at the tail end of his story, as Terence McKenna used to call it, his-story, the story that patriarchy has created. And so as a whole system's theory thinker, I'm always on the big picture. I'm always thinking on the big levels.

And, you know, I know it can be the devil's in the details, but I need to share my big story because I believe it's our story. It's a collective story. So history, as we know it, is less than 12,800 years old, right? There's an ongoing rise and fall of civilizations, and that's within those 12,800 years. But even going back right to the start, there seems to have been more beyond the original story. So we have archaeologists and authors and writers and people looking at the past, people like Graham Hancock, Randle Carlson, people that look at not just the historical record, but the Earth's record, and to look at when certain natural disasters would happen.

And it's cyclic. So, you know, currently a lot of the indigenous communities of the world are saying in their language, in their mythologies, in their world keeping, that we are in the 12th hour. I think that might be an American Indian Lakota or be the myth of the 12th hour. But it's not just them. It's pretty much all the indigenous cultures' prophecies are coming true.

And you don't even have to believe any of that. If we just look at the base facts, it feels like the tightening gyre of history is squeezing the lifeblood out of us all. It's that the economic system can't continue as it is. The social inequities can't continue as they are. And meanwhile, we have these global pandemics and we have an even larger problem.

We have the earth itself or herself, the mother, who is going through vast and climactic changes imminently. And right now, we're seeing more and more extreme weather. We're seeing a pattern of behavior which is diluted and invisiblized in the online conversations in the public awareness.

There's, you know, there's agendas and there's both sides to the matter. I mean, a lot of people don't believe in global warming and I don't know, they don't need to believe in anything, right? People need to look for themselves of what their truth is. But, you know, back in 2020, when I went back to Australia, I started writing a screenplay as sci-fi set in the Arctic. So I was doing a lot of research on this.

And I came across the root data files of all the scientists who are doing the Arctic research. Now, they're the bottom of the food chain in the sense of they're the ones who are doing the data feeds and they're doing the interpretations and eventually they'll write studies which may be peer-reviewed or not.

But unfortunately, the entire system is skewed and is owned, you know, whether that's a medical system or the climate system is like certain institutions and certain bodies have such deep entrenched interets that everything's ticking along and they don't really want to know what the latest data feeds are.

But these scientists are basically crying on their keyboards constantly because no one is listening. And so on one hand, you know, the conspiracy theorists and the hippies are like, okay, global warming's a hoax. And it's just, you know, it's the directed energy weapons and it's the haarp machine. And basically what they're saying is there's a bad guy and it's the government, right? And wouldn't that be nice? Because if there was a bad guy and if it was a human, then there's something that we could do, right?

It's just the five stages of grief. What I found out in 2020 when I researched in the Arctic was basically we are in what they call, and this is all documented. I'm trying to keep it as legitimately documented as I can, and I'll say when I go off the documentation into my own conjecture. But basically, we are living through now what a scientist called the sixth great species extinction.

And there's been five before. And so when this has happened, all life on earth basically gets down to very, very small vestiges of species. There are huge purges from within Gaia's planetary biome within her system of where she sheds and she goes through these changes.

And so what they're saying is in the last 12,800 years, even 20,000 years or so, we've had a sweet spot where the climate and the conditions have been capable enough that human species can flourish and all life can flourish.

But it's not always meant to be like this. Basically, the ice ages are part of the equation. And the last impact, we had a big meteor impact 12,800 years ago that hit the Arctic called the Lower Dryas extinction event.

And that shifted things from where We were going into an ice age and gave us a little bit of an extension of more favorable conditions for technology and humanity to flourish.

But the idea is the planet is alive. The mother is alive. And she goes through these changes on a regular basis. So we've had five great species extinctions over hundreds and millions, thousands of millions of years. And we're going through another one now, which is natural. There are systems within systems and there are rhythms within rhythms. And so it's easy to get lost in it all.

But what we can see outside the window now is rapid and exponential climate change. And so essentially we've reached eight of the ten tipping points. And all of this is documented and verifiable, whether, you know, you look at the oceans of the planet, which are no longer absorbing carbon dioxide, because they're full, right? They've taken in so much carbon dioxide. They are no longer a carbon sink, and now it's bouncing off and it's going on to land.

The permafrost is melting all over the world in both the Arctic and the Antarctic. The albedo, which is the white snow and ice, which then reflects light. That is getting lost when we had the fires in Australia a few years ago, the fires in the Amazon. The fires in Australia killed over a billion animals and it was the worst natural disaster in Australian history and they're expecting it again in the next three months as we go into our summer.

The Amazon, the lungs of the earth, it's no longer absorbing carbon either. It's now a carbon emitter. Things have reached these critical mass tipping points where everything is shifting, and they're just two of them. The jet stream, which used to separate the Arctic from the lower parts of the planet and separate the cold air from the hot air, is so warped and perturbed by all the increase in energy and heat that it no longer has the same path around the Arctic.

It now has a wobbly path, and it stops all the time. And when it stops, you get the heat domes or the atmospheric rivers or the firenados or the zombie fires or the you name it, the new extreme weather conditions which they are just having to create new phrases for every week because more and more extremes are happening. The planet is our mother and it's a whole system. It's a closed system that is receiving energy from in the solar system and deeper galactic energies, but it's an organism which is going through its changes. So it's getting pretty intense.

And so in this research and keeping up with all the data feeds of the scientists, there are some really grim predictions for the imminent times ahead. And so what I realized when I went through my own confronting this information is that it's really heavy and no one really wants to know, right? It's basically it's the five stages of grief. It's like most people are in denial of the circumstances of what we're really in. Some people have gotten through denial and maybe they're at rage or they're at bargaining or they're grieving.

And, you know, if you go through all the stages, maybe you get to acceptance. Last night –I'm here in San Francisco at the moment, I caught up with a friend of a lot of blockchainers and entrepreneurial friends, and a lot of them are a climate change conference this week in New York. And this woman I caught up with, she knows, she knows all my data. I mean, most people argue about the data. Most people don't want to know.

Most people are overwhelmed by the thought of what it means because they can't face it, right? Because it's really intense. But the leading scientists who are worth their soul, most of them have stepped away from the whole industry because nothing can be done, right? And so what I realized essentially is that we're in these stages of grief and it's all about the ego.

What I believe is: we're in is a planetary ceremony and it is a medicine ceremony because it involves our minds and letting go of our minds and trusting something larger that has got us, whatever that means, okay?

So essentially what the leading scientists are saying is the Arctic is melting super rapidly. The permafrost is melting in the Arctic and Antarctica. The permafrost is releasing enormous amounts of methane, which is about 80 times more potent than carbon dioxide. It doesn't last as long in the atmosphere, but because it's aggravating so quickly, none of this is actually factored into the IPCC official climate reports. They were looking at data that had a long-range prognostication from, you know, 2050, 2100. All the official expectations of climate and the human adaptability and survivability for that by 2050 happened last year when we had the first wave of heat waves.

Basically, chlorophyll breaks down at 40 degrees Celsius for an extended period of time. They did believe that the human organism, when it's in 35 degrees Celsius with a 75 % humidity rate, it goes through what they call wet bulb temperature and it dies within six minutes. And so they've now revised that after this summer (2023) in the Northern Hemisphere, where so much of Europe and so much of even the Americas has been in, and I don't know what it is in Fahrenheit, but we've seen like in Phoenix and Tucson in areas where they do traditionally get very hot, but it's extreme. It's gone beyond.

And so all the world's leading climate scientists, even the ones who will try to have some "hopium" and try to say, but we've got to act. We've got to do something now, and we do, right? Obviously, we do. But the thing is, they're all saying, if we don't act now, in 20 years, your children are going to be facing a very bad situation. It's bullshit. It's happening right now all around the world. And it's exponential. So people don't understand this.

They just don't get it. And it's not hard. It's mathematical. Eight of the ten tipping points have been crossed. Seven of the ten planetary boundary conditions have been crossed. It's all downhill from here, folks. And so what they're saying is, the worst sort of statistics and things that is pretty unknown is the methane and not just from the permafrost in the Arctic and Antarctic but from the Laptev Sea-the shallowest sea in the north to to the west of Greenland. Greenland is melting at unprecedented rates. Everything that thought would take decades is taking months like literally months.

Basically the Laptev Sea is the shallowest, it's the warmest sea. It has 1200 gigatons of methane very shallowly deposited. It's now leaking mile wide jets of methane into the ocean and the atmosphere. And it's just getting worse and worse. And so there's a Russian scientist called Shaprova. She was one of the world's leading methane scientists.

She did this study on it back in 2012, and it's hit all the worst scenario targets, and it's exponentially increasing. So this isn't to say that it's going to exponentially get worse and worse, and in 20 years, 10 years, five years, three years, it's going to all hit the fan. It's hitting the fan now, right? And the normal carbon dioxide and the normal climate and the tipping points and the exponentialness, if just what we've got now continues, it might be a couple of years off.

If that methane has a–when you're under the water and you've got air and bubbles come up and then you go, boom, and a big bubble comes up–if just 1200 gigatons in the Laptev Sea, if only five gigatons are released at once, it's what they call the hypothesis of the methane clatrate gun, or the methane gun. It's like, that's it. That's it. It'll put it over the line that it will be very imminent within weeks. The temperature would increase to such a degree that life on earth would not be possible.

So, shit, huh? Wow. I mean, it's a whole lot to digest and let me tell you, I don't expect anyone to believe any of this. I'm happy to share the links to the raw data feeds, to the scientists, to the concerns that people have. But what I'm here to talk about is, what the fuck are we meant to do about this, okay? Because we're medicine people.

And what I feel and what I went through when I came across all this data dump was these five stages of grief. I went into deep grieving and deep fear and deep like I couldn't get my head around it. You know, you see these little memes on Facebook where it's like intersecting sets and then like 1984, Brave New World, you know, like climate change. And then it's like pay the rent. And you're in the middle. You still have to go through the motions. You still have to pay the rent. But everything is collapsing.

Whether that's going to be war with Russia and America, whether that's going to be nuclear bomb go off, climate change, economic collapse, civilizations rise and fall.

And there's a threshold to their integrity of what they can hold together. And it's not meant to stay all the time. So anyway, it feels like all of these indigenous cultures can see that there's a cyclic nature to time.

A lot of them have the legends of these times, you know, like the Hopi who say "the river is running really fast now and it's like, look at who's around you, don't hold on, let it carry you to where you're meant to be. And I think this is key – what is coming can't really be stopped and the thing is you know, I like to say that you the last 12,800 years are a product of the ego mind, and at some point in history the indigenous cultures all around the world –including the Australian Aborigines– believe we had a different form of consciousness, a more connected consciousness. And then there was a fall or a severing of that consciousness.

The Mayans believe that we are in an orbit, within an orbit, they were a very psychoactive culture, worked with plant medicines very much. They had a lot of astronomical knowledge. They had an incredible system of calendricals, both for terrestrial mapping and for our place within the solar system and galaxy.

And you know, astrophysics is the most psychedelic field I've ever encountered. Everything about it suggests that we're in a macro-galactic universal organism, which is feeding itself through all its network's pathways.

They've discovered a new force which moves galaxies in a swirl all at the same time, even though they're separated and they can't see it, right? They're discovering more and more all these, almost like biological, but on a celestial level, principles and energetics and systems in place which feed life through titrating, sort of tightening gyres.

So in the center of the galaxy, there's also, there's Hunab ku, this is a black hole. They've discovered that the black holes absorb all incoming matter and they break it down and absorb it. And of course, we don't know what's at the other end of that black hole, although I suspect we could call it a white hole or that zero point field.

It seems to, you know, maybe lead to another dimensional capacity and maybe drawing back to this Void Captain's Tale idea that there is this implicate reality, this void which is pregnant with everything, can the white light, the higher vibration of unconditional love, the Source consciousness, which somehow miraculously stays integral in eternity, but trickles down energetically and manifests as the material world.

So the Mayans believe that Hunab ku, the womb of the great mother, the center of the galaxy, was the source of all consciousness itself, which feeds into the idea that consciousness is actually a broadcast signal, which is happening omnidirectionally everywhere.

It's like building blocks. You've got the atom, the heart in the center of every atom and the center of every black hole. You know, there's some recent research looking at within the human organism and the brain of maybe, what are they calling the super string theory and a quantum interface for consciousness. But the point is, consciousness is broadcast.

Basically all the energy goes into a black hole except a lot of plasma aggregates around the event horizon of a black hole and shoots out galaxy wide jets which ignites space dust and has the preconditions for birthing stars, hence the womb of the great mother. Also the black hole emits this energy wave, okay?

And this is documented fact. It basically has around a 26,500 year timing to it, and it goes through from Galactic Center, all the other solar systems, and what it does, the suns, which, you know, in my understanding, and it's been informed by medicine work and the animist and indigenous belief, everything is alive, everything has consciousness, the mother, earth is alive, but so are the stars. The stars are alive, right? And they are birthing and they are giving the conditions for life.

And there's this intricate, interconnected web of life that cascades and sort of processes energy all the way down into matter, into life.

But basically, as the galactic superwave travels through, it has micronovas which go off in all the star systems. And so the micronovas, if there is life on the planet, you know, will flare over the planet. And it's like a purification. Like we said at the start, that idea that forest fires burn through, but the seed can be germinated from that, that intensity of the experience. So this is coming. And this comes on a regular 26,000 year basis. And this is what the indigenous cultures were talking about.

All across the world, when their myth maps have talked about the great deluge, the flood, or the earth was turned upside down, or three days of darkness, or things that we like to egotistically from our Western perspective, just as we have done with the medicine culture, say, isn't that nice that they have these primitive animus beliefs?

Well, a lot of these cultures were tapped into medicines, and they were tapped into spiritual understandings, And they left us these maps to warn us that these times happen on a regular basis over larger tracks of time.

So a lot of cultures, and you can look into the Graham Hancock's and Randall Carlson, where they've got so much really good evidence on the big changes. And they happen really quickly. They don't happen over decades.

They almost happen instantaneously when a tipping point is reached, right? And they cause untold devastation. So many indigenous cultures that have survived went underground. And they had in Turkey, there's whole underground chambers miles deep where they could house up to 10,000 people. There's civilizations which have known that you have to go underground because there are these great climactic changes.

So, you know, piecing this all together, we're going through what we call in, I guess, climate terms global warming, sure. It's a lot more imminent than the projections would like you to believe because they don't really want to panic everyone because then that's the collapse of civilization a bit too early.

There's a whole other conspiratorial, deep sort of root system of elites, preparation, knowing in advance, the whole purpose of culture being a battery farm to harness the resources of Gaia to sort of become a transhuman sort of technological civilization specifically because they knew this was coming, but that's a whole other kettle of fish will lead to the side.

Essentially, to bring this together, we're in this phase of his story where things come to an end, okay? And things are cyclic and they do begin again. But there is a death and a rebirth. And what does that remind you of, my friends? It reminds me of the medicine.

It reminds me of this ability to let go, to surrender, to trust in something bigger than us, that loves us and is us, and then there's a a process at work.

So the great psychedelic bard Terence McKenna has already commented on this. He calls it the birth canal and he could see this coming as well, you know.

There's a rise and a fall of civilizations and he said that if you never knew what childbirth was really about, if you stumbled across a woman giving birth out in the forest and you'd never heard of it and you could see she's screaming and in pain and there's flood and there's fluids, you'd probably think that there's something wrong with her.

And you might try to fix the problem, right? If we don't understand what's really going on, how can we go with the flow? How can we trust? How can we surrender? How can we ensure that the ego isn't going to get in the way?

So at the moment, with the climate models and with the prognostications, the next thing that's going to happen very imminently is the geoengineering.

Someone somewhere is going to like go, you know what, we're going to take a shot at this. And I can, I sort of know what they mean. It's like, it's worth a shot, right? If you really believe that we've reached these tipping points and it's imminent, what are we going to do about it? Well, okay, maybe we, maybe we set off a nuke in Yellowstone and sets off the volcano. And the, you know, the particulate matter and the sulfur emissions from the volcano create a global dimming effect.

And most of the Northern Hemisphere would lose all its crops and starve. And unfortunately, there are also flow-through effects. The problem with geoengineering is it fucks things up. It might solve one problem, but it creates a plethora of other flow-through effects. We can't know what we're doing to the mother because we can only see from the limited human perspective. Maybe if AI can scale fast enough, maybe we can find a pathway like, you know, camel through the eye of the needle, maybe we could do something. But it seems to me all of this is ego posturing. It's still worth a go.

But if we do understand that this is a natural phenomena, and yes, humans have contributed to global warming. I'm not going to argue against that, right? The fossil fuel industry controls the discourse around global warming, which most people don't understand, hence the prognostications for 2050 or 2100, or don't worry about it, it's up in the future. It's not just a left and right issue.

It's an issue which everyone is lying about to some degree because no one wants to know the truth, because they can't face the truth. Anyway, this is something that we're facing, and this is something that is imminent. So the worst potential outcomes are very imminent. So the oceans are no longer absorbing.

They're not a sink. The forests are no longer it sinks. Canada had the massive fires. Australia is about to have the massive fires. The fires leave a huge amount of soot in particular matter on the snow, which the albedo effect. Everything is so beyond the pale that there's no coming back from it. It's imminent. Some of the climate scientists are basically saying that we basically hit 1 .5, 1 .7 degrees this summer 2023).

And we've been trying to keep it below 1 .5 degrees. Even those numbers are loaded and they're being constructed because the powers that be like to measure from the end of the Industrial Revolution, not the start. If we went with more accurate figures, we've already crossed two degrees. James Hansen, who used to work for NASA and as probably the world's leading climate scientist, understands that the baked in effect of all the things we're dealing with at the moment mean that it's a 10 degrees rise in Celsius, 10 degrees Celsius within the next decade no matter what we do.

So the point is the ego is not going to fix this. Okay?

Every planet in our solar system is undergoing global warming. You can look that up for yourself. You can look on the NASA website. Even they will admit that, right? They don't want you to make the leap and go, well, how can all the planets be warming if we haven't polluted them? Because there are extra energies coming in both from our sun and from deeper galactic energies, which are all acknowledged with the astrophysics, but they don't like to piece it all together.

Anyway, the point is the wave is coming, the energies are coming, the earth is feeling it, the sun is feeling it, and they're alive, they're organisms. And, you know, what I believe happens when the micronova happens and it obeys the earth, Human DNA is designed to respond to environmental changes.

And so the Darwinian model is pretty much not believed in anymore in the old school strict sense. Evolution can happen in surges very, very quickly. There's a New Scientist report from March last year, and they looked at a lizard in Costa Rica, which had an evolutionary surge within months because of all the climactic changes and the storms and the winds and it evolved these track pads on its feet stick to the trees overnight, basically, right?

There were these kittens in Chechuan in China, which back in 2008, it got reported in mainstream news. They had an earthquake. And what they've also discovered in recent times is that 24 hours before there's an earthquake, there's a thing called a gravitational wave which hits and precipitates the earthquake. Okay, there's a deeper galactic wave that comes, another energy wave, that is bundled and connected to the earthquake, which is a response from the earth to the incoming energies.

Anyway, these kittens developed vestigial wings. They weren't like fully formed or feather, but there were bony outcroppings. They weren't there one moment. When the energy wave hit, they got these little morphogenetic burst and they developed these little vestigial wings, which leads me to believe, you know, that we can evolve and there can be a potential going with the flow of these events and of what is possible.

So if we bunker down in our underground, you know, bunkers, or we hide from the energetic invitation that is coming, it's almost the same as the medicine, you know? It's like the It negotiates. It bargains. It retracts. It contracts.

And that may be physical and it might also be energetic and spiritual. I don't know. All I can say is these things are happening. They are real. I can share my links and my research with this. I understand if people don't believe it or want to believe it.

As Adyashanti says, "awakening is a destructive process." Okay? So if all of this is happening, what is our role as medicine people and as caretakers of 5-MeO-DMT?

So everyone has this potential within them. There's also a very tangible potential. The magnetic field is dropping as we speak that protects the planet from UV radiation and other incoming energies. It is part of a normal process of the magnetic poles shifting on a regular basis. But a magnetic field total drop would let in certain energies that would be pretty lethal to life.

But also, consciousness has been described as a magnetic phenomena or electrical magnetic phenomena. And there's thinking around the fact that consciousness itself, if the ego, which I believe, you know, really fully formed 12,800 years ago when we had the fall from this more hyper-coherent connected capacity, a dream time consciousness, and then as we were bereft of that connection to the creator and the creation, the ego has risen to the fore to assist, you know, it's like a trauma response.

Not that the ego wasn't there to begin with, but a sublimated ego, which was part of a more connected organism, when the connection dropped, the ego was all that was left. And it's been on cultural steroids ever since compensating for that loss.

And 12,800 years later, the entire civilization is a manifestation of our egoic consciousness, of our separation and our wound. And that separation may be coming to an end. So potentially, consciousness itself, if it's a magnetic phenomenon, may be affected by the planetary changes.

And all the people on the Earth may go into the "5-MeO" space or what 5-MeO activates – that unified field of being. So there's that potential.

But at this juncture, as we go through transition, I think that there is a way that we can be in greatest service to our communities and to each other.

As caretakers of the medicines of 5-MeO, I would ask if we can begin to practice a collectivism. So we're not just having random ceremonies working on behalf of the healing or the clearing of others.

We're starting to come together into these Samadhi Mesh Networks, which I believe hold greater capacity and bandwidth to allow Source to come in through us.

Again, if we only look at 5-MeO as a peak experience, it doesn't make sense. But we know from reactivations, we know from the bridging heaven program working with meditation and low-dose 5MeO. In India, they have a term for this. They call them Jivanmuktas, the enlightened ones. Those who sort of can lower the ego back to its original setting of the witness, it can function, it can do stuff. But Source consciousness is alive and aware in them as well.

And this is what that riff from the Upanishads used to say, the seed of God is alive within us, but it also grows over time. And they identified seven ages of the growth of the seed of God or the unity consciousness within, that it is grooming our vessels to host it in the creation.

The first time I did 5-MeO-DMT in 2006, one of my key takeaways was, when we come down, we're empty, right? And then we build up these energetic memories and capacities and imprints and information has mass. And when we go back up, I remember being read like a laser by the Source and opening me and my memory is cascading off and feeding into the tunnel of the Godhead.

And when I came back and digested that, I'm like, okay, when we come down, we're empty and when we go back, we're full. And somehow Source is growing more of itself in eternity, but it can't do it just there, so it has to come down and become us. It loves us. It wants us to be aware of who and what we really are.

And I would posit a guess in the cyclic world ages where consciousness rises and falls, 26,000 years ago when we're facing Galactic Center and we're getting that broadcast consciousness from Galactic Center, we're receiving more bandwidth like five bar signal and we're in that relationship with Source through us on earth that dream time consciousness.

But we've atrophied and gone down to one bar and the egos come up and it's blocked everything and now it's starting to fall away again so as it falls away Source is revealed. And I believe Source has a plan because this is the birth canal, okay.

So whether you believe anything I've said or not, here's my pitch to you as medicine people, okay? We work with individuals in their healing capacity, and I wonder if it would be possible to start to synchronize our medicine work.

And obviously there's some practical logistics around this. There's this idea that the gatekeepers of the medicine are us, the facilitators, okay? We do know that there's these 5-MeO vape pens, which are increasingly disseminating into the populace. And that's a whole other level of ethics and duty of care and what we think about that.

But what, if we look at it culturally, the mechanism for activating or accessing the 5 within is going into hyperdrive. It's spreading through the cultural vectors and it is it needs to be held in a safe and sound sacred way.

So I know that different practitioners and organizations are putting out some ethics and some guidelines for the average consumer who may just have a 5-MeO vape pen fall into their hand.

But culturally from my perspective, I'm looking at the pathways which are being created, because the medicine is gatekept by facilitators at this moment. So with all the ego posturing about what's happening in the world and what we could do about it, we're medicine people. We can be loadstones and we can be anchors for our communities not to panic because we've been there already.We've had the ego death and rebirth.

Personally, I trust Source consciousness. If I'm going to die, I don't fear it, right? I still have my attachments. I still want to be here. But the thing is, I know there's more. And I trust the intelligence in Source consciousness. And I trust the intelligence in Gaia, in Pachamama, in Mother Earth, in what she's going through in her birthing process. And I understand we're all part of something larger.

So how can we play our part? Here's what I think we could do, right, is that we convene a container for doing a small amount of medicine, like handshakes, as a collective of facilitators to begin with. And my inspiration for this is sort of like the global meditations, they started a few years ago. There's been different iterations of this for many years, but it hit a big sort of thing. I'm not sure if they were doing it with an intention around certain historical events that were going on at the time.

And again, with 5-MeO, I believe that when we're in the medicine, it's the same oceanic space revealing within our individual drops. And when we collectivize and when we're in the medicine at the same time, it gets stronger in the entrainment of that circuit.

I mean, it's almost as if, you know, we're all nodes in a network, this Samadhi-Mesh Network, and that if we open at the same time, it's creating more bandwidth the Source to inhabit the vessels. And after that, obviously, I don't know what would happen.

But what I'm saying is these parameters and these little possibilities, I've been playing around the edge width for many years with different collectives and people. And it seems like if the world is going to end and hopefully begin again, that I don't think there's anything to do from an ego sense. I don't think we can fix it. And I don't think we should be trying to fix it. And I'm pretty sure the egos of the world are very imminently going to try to fix it and it's going to create more flow-through problems.

When this starts to really hit the fan, when people can no longer deny or bargain, or when it starts to really sink into the bones and people are like, holy shit, this is it, right? We need to shine our lights. We need to be the light keepers, you know, the lighthouses in the darkness.

There's, I got this off a Facebook meme, so I hope it's right. There's a Native American tradition of the faith keeper. But when the times are bad. When everyone loses their shit, one person has to hold it together, right? So you can entrain vibrationalally the others. And I've lost my shit. I've been in deep fear and denial.

And I've gone through the whole shadow process of everything I've just said of all this information and what it could mean. And when you feel that fear in your body, it's overwhelming, right? It takes over.

But that's when you need a hug. That's when you need connection. That's when you need each other. But if everyone's in fear together, it entrains each other. And one person can hold it together can entrain the collective.

And as things start to fragment and break down on the outside world, we hold it together, right? We harness that ability. It's the same as in an individual medicine session. The first time you do 5-MeO, it's overwhelming. But with practice, it gets easier. You get over the fear. You can do things in there.

Richard King is a religious scholar that has done 5-MeO and he's a Vedic scholar as well. And he was mapping the 5-MeO experience [in his thesis The Toad Palace Protocols] against these Samadhi states and against what the culture did back in Indus Valley about 1800, 2,000 years ago where they had a golden age and they had an entheogen they called the Soma, which they drank and made them unto gods.

It elevated, it revealed the godhead within. And they did this medicine, and they did it as a collective. And they had monks meditating, and they had certain villages. But interestingly enough, they had configurations, or Richard posits the potential for configurations.

So the thing is, we've only been seeing smatterings of medicine work. If you can see a Google Earth from above, you know, when you see like the lights on all around the world and they're flickering on and off and it looks beautiful but imagine if all of those lights were people on 5-MeO DMT and imagine if you can see the little firecrackers going off of all the people opening up to Source consciousness.

Now imagine if it stayed on just in little pockets and it creates a new potential capacity we may not have seen before in our individual work and this idea about the reinforcement of the collective and the entrainment and the samardi mesh network when we all go in together and we don't have a lot of trauma to work through and stuff to work through or maybe as we're doing that we're working through the collective trauma going through these times but we're holding that space individually and collectively for nothing more than the divine okay and the divine in each of us and if we could scale that up.

I don't know what the critical mass is, but Richard King has this interesting phrase. He says, there was something called the Rastav Kavitch, and it translates in the Sanskrit to "the invincible shield." And what it means is energetically, there's a high vibration, and if you can keep the vibration high, it ripples out into the reality grid, and it changes things.

In the sense In the Indus Valley, 2,000 years ago, they had a golden age. They had no poverty, no war, no dissonance. They can't explain it. They had no armies, okay? And all their surrounding countries did.

But they had the soma. They had the medicine. And they were collectively in the medicine, so it never, the light never went out. They were holding the invincible shield energetically they created.

The Toad Palace Protocols has all these invitations to facilitators to experiment with configuration in group dynamics. For instance, what if someone is in full release in the centre and there's a ring in medium deep release and then a ring in handshake or a ring in meditation?

Again, you know, the capacity of the field to hold and extend and carry the fullness of that experience and to play around with intention. Imagine there's a whole ring of people praying while someone's in full release in there, but the same intention of prayer. It could be amplified if that person's holding it.

There are capacities and pathways we haven't explored and it's time to explore because we don't have much time left on the outside, I believe. And even if you don't believe any of that right, it's still a very dynamic potential to go to the next level with our medicine work collectively.

So after working with however many facilities clients and people with the medicine over many years I've just always felt where how can we bring everyone together how can we recognize each other what would happen if we were in this medicine and in this space together and together.

And again, 5-MeO already exists within us. It already lives there. So my invitation is to whoever is a caretaker and a holder responsibly of this medicine to join an ongoing collective entrainment field, a Samadhi mesh network, on an ongoing basis, to do nothing more that to work with us and to plug in together and to grow the field. It can be private, it can be just facilitators. Join it and meditate.

You've already experienced it, right? You're already connected to it. And to grow this container for Source consciousness to come through and see how it wants to express in us individually and collectively, to strengthen the Samadhi-Nesh network to potentially radiate the Rastav Kavich, the invincible shield of the awareness of Source in its creation.

And I believe that we're worthy of that connection and of that love and whatever it intends for us. And that collectively, if we come together, then it has more units to work with.

I call it like God's Lego. The more building blocks that join together, the more we can see the fullness of Source in the creation of working through us.

So to wrap this up, what I would suggest is an ongoing maybe monthly medicine call with an idea that that grows and that works for facilitators, that we're getting something from that, whether that's communion and togetherness and as things start to really hit the fan it's a space where we can let go of the fear, we can let go of the ego, let go of the bargaining and the posturing.

And no matter how bad the bad the world's getting we can come together in love and let go of all of that and maintain the vibration and then continue to grow the vibration and see where that might lead us.

I hope where that will lead us is right back here into the heart, into the kingdom that lies within.

Thank you.